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"Je t'aime"  is not a description; it is the production of an event by means of which, claiming not to lie, claiming to speak the truth (the "Je t'aime" is always true, deemed to be true, immediately true, and ... [it has an] extraordinary allure of indubitability ...), I tend to affect the other, to touch the other, literally or not, to give the other or to promise the other the love that I speak to him or her... one begins truly to love after or at the earliest from the moment when love is declared and not before that.

——德里达关于“Je t'aime”的演讲。收入米勒 Speech Acts in Literature. pp.137-138. 显然是用了奥斯汀关于述行语的思路。最后一句说得精彩：“爱情开始的时候，是爱情被表白的那一刻，而不是之前。”

《过把瘾就死》中，也有一段：

    像舞台上的一束追光打在她脸上，她的脸被照亮了。我魂飞魄散，那时一张陌生的脸，用冷库生硬的线条和痉挛的肌肉构成的脸。

    “说你爱我。”她命令道。

    “我被割破了。”“说你爱我！”惨忍和疯狂在她大睁的双眼中像水底礁石露出，赫然醒目。“我爱你。”我被刀压得几乎透不过气来，声音喑哑。